Time For Miracles

Time to ponder, time to realize what's missing or maybe what's important.

For many weeks now I have been so struggling about everything. About life, love and yes, everything.

Well for a start I was able to talk with my ex after almost one year and a half. Discussed all the stuff that happened to our relationship and why it withered. I'm partly at fault because I became so weak that I let my impulsiveness took over me instead of the good traits that I used to have.

It was such a good feeling to finally face my fear and talk to the person I dearly love and honestly I care deeply until now. I observed that many did change in our lives, the time we have been apart let us grow individually and I must say helped us achieve our goals and yet there is still space in our hearts that spells our name.

I know that to date, I a still ambivalent about many things, undecided, unsure of the things I want in life and that hurts me more. I always want the easy way out of everything,I am not thinking. And that really hurts me a lot. Maybe I am still immature. I AM!

I am afraid that because of this dubious trait, I will loose the very essential stuff that's important to my success in all aspect of my life.

Torned between love and life. I want to be free.

I am still stuck in this huge vacuum that's oblivion.

Missing the old me... I really wish that life shouldn't be complicated, that everything will be okay when we wake up. That all our mistakes and wrong doings can be easily erased and forgotten.

I wish that life can be like that... I am tired already...

But I am an optimistic person. I know I can surpass this feeling of emptiness.

I wish...

Uber loaded November Roster

Anticipating for my November schedule, disappointed or so-so? Well first, I was able to get our request flight for next month, a 9-day vacation to Singapore-Brisbane, staying in Singapore for 100 hours and in Australia for 50 hours and what's more exciting is that I'm flying with my buddy cum flatmate John and dear friend from far away land of Mussafah, Bianca with our cabin manager, Kingjai! Swaadeekrub!

I have Johannesburg and Cape Town flight, 1 turnaround flight to Pakistan, my refresher training for 4 days and viola!

I need a vacation really, to destress myself. Too much stress for the past months. Sigh!

Are You Scared?

I am a movie fanatic, horror and suspense-thriller flicks. And I am anticipating the next film of SAW, part VI and 2012 from the director of Independence Day and The Day After Tomorrow.

Ciao

Is the end of the world really near? I don't know!

Can't wait to watch all of the horror and suspense-thriller flicks.

Lovin' Karl

Who doesn't love to eat Burger and Fries? But what excites me is this photo I saw few months back about Momma Karl L. and how it promotes obesity or being bulimic. Paolo Savi and Kayne West blogged this too!

Well, I wouldn't mind eating burgers and fries everyday as long as I see the beautiful Chanel cover on my table top.

Thank god I have Green Tea HP to keep me fit! ;)

Ciao

Twilight In Dublin

Almost 8 hours flight from the United Arab Emirates to Dublin, Ireland. My nth time to visit the home of the famous Irish Spring, Baileys, Guinness Beer, Lucky Clover leaf, The Leprechauns, U2 and Westlife.

Before, I was eager to swap this flight, thinking no Flip-crew, new hotel (Burlington not Arlington ok!) and maybe I'll get bored. To my surprise 3 other Filipino crew including our Captain were on the flight. And the rest of the crew, comprised of South Africans, Bri-ish, Aussie, Czechs,Zimbabwen, Morrocan & Swedish were all nice and warm. What more can I ask for?

Like my last flight, I had only 25 Euros this time so I packed my cooker, cornedbeef, SPAM, 2 bottles of water and white rice for emergency. A bit scared that customs will see that I brought too much to eat that they might inspect my suitcase for those stuff like in United Kingdom which by the way uber strict same with Australia and the USA. So I prayed while passing thru customs and immigration, hehehe, luckily, it was a smooth sail to the bus!

The rest of the crew decided to go out eventhough we have only few hours to sleep and rest. We walked and walked, eat and shopped, and still managed to take some photos, Ei!

Well, since I have an extra Euros to spend right? We dropped by the Penny's and I was lucky enough to find cheap thrills for my mom and my dear Sonia. Woot Woot!

So tired walking but managed to drag ourselves to the hotel, checked my Twitter and FB account then went straight to bed after cleaning and repacking my suitcase.

I love Dublin, people are uber kind and love to drink, sooooo much! Nonetheless, they are kind-hearted people. I can't wait for my next Dublin, but next time, I'll make sure its the long layover and I'll save some cash for a shopping spree, Stop me!

Ciao...

Coco Before Chanel

I have been anticipating this film and looking my heart out to find a dvd copy in the streets of Jakarta, Bangkok and Manila. However I am left with nothing in my hand because until now, it's not in sight.

I love Chanel, the name of course but I haven't own a bag yet or its haute couture and I will not shell thousand of dollars for one. However, I adore most of their homme perfumes such as Chanel Egoiste Platinum and Allure which I can afford.

And who can resist the talented and award winning French actress, Audrey Tautou which is the lady in waiting to win an Oscar for me after Marion Cotillard.

Coco Before Chanel is the story of Gabrielle "Coco" Chanel, who began her life as headstrong orphan, and through an extraordinary journey became the legendary couturier who embodied the modern woman and became a timeless symbol of success, freedom and style. The film portrays the formative years of Chanel's life, the years of Chanel spent discovering and inventing herself.