Living and Hoping...

It's been 8 days and counting and I felt that this will go on forever! The loneliness and sadness... I hate these feelings!

But I will live and survive... I will hope and have faith! I will be strong...

Until the day that my hope and faith will turn into a reality...

Until then...

I Bid Goodbye and Say Hello!

Two days ago, I bid goodbye to the place I was born and raised...I bid goodbye to the good and bad memories, I left my dearest family, friends and my soul and my heart... I thought it will be easy, I am a carefree and risktaker person, and I can take challenges in a heartbeat! I was wrong, the moment I uttered the words Goodbye and see you soon! Tears kept falling! I was really crying... For what? for the memories? for a new place? No! I was in tears because I will be leaving the very place I love... the Philippines and all the good people and memories that honed me to be the person I am today!

12 hours of flying was really a heartache! Being alone was an added burden... But I said to myself this is for our Future... Am I blinded by the opportunites or just a victim of circumstances! I say both!

As I arrived and smell the new breeze, I knew I was far away from home... I felt all emotions... Fear...Excitement... And I still walked with hope and confidence... Not knowing what's in store for me!

But I know God will give me the best!

For now, I will work hard... play hard... pray hard and until the day we see our familly and friends again!

I bid goodbye and say hello to the bright future!

Keepin' It!

Is it really hard to find someone you can depend on... someone you can tell all your fears, your secrets, your dreams and goals, your frustrations and failures?

Me...I am lucky! Very lucky to find someone whome i can call mine! Someone I can build my dreams... Someone I can share my achievements and someone who can comfort me on my falls!

Thank you for the day you came into my life....