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I always see myself as someone who strives to be a better
person, a great person. I always have a vivid view and
direction of what’s for me. A simple guy waiting to
be reborn as a new individual, a person who will be matured
enough to face the reality, the pain and happiness of life.
I am ready to have a fight against the insecurities that
this world bestowed upon every human being. I know i am not
perfect and maybe never will be but i take hold of the
pride I have within me that I will always do well in
everything that I want to achieve in life. I try to live my
life as meaningful as possible beacuse I know that I may
die anytime and not experience the bliss of our so-called
life! I have gone to optimum heights when it comes to
lessons learned from my mistakes... I always wanted to be
someone who will be remembered...I wasn’t born to please
anyone. We were all born to live our lives to the fullest.
We should learn to choose friends wisely, before investing
into them. Love your friend, as you wanted them to love you
back, never ignore their feelings. Thus, never to supress
what you feel inside and express it fully as if it’s your
last day with them. I dont make life complicated cuz life
is complicated enough, I see myself as a very passionate,
optomistic and sometimes insensitive person. I dislike
persons who are egomaniacs and have flashy pretentions. I
enjoy the simple things in life that we tend to ignore. Im
very much aware of the harsh realities of life, but that's
pretty much it, im just aware, Idealistic maybe, but I hope
I have the resources and the stamina to change the world!
I
live by the day, but plans ahead for the future. I know
that I will never stop hoping… that my life and my dreams,
plans and goals will be achieved soon!

Updated ME

On the prime of my life, i still see the child in me! Part of me never upgrown the fantasy of someday, i will find true love, that i will rest my feet from a long and tiring walk find the right person for me... I have walked many roads and definitely most of them are rocky and uninviting... nonetheless the journey made me realized something, that in every walk, we'll meet different souls that will make our heart stronger...
Within me is a character that is strong and weak! Nobody is perfect but with the imperfection within me makes me the strong person i am right now!
I love my family and i will do anything to make them happy, I love life and the mysteries beneath it!
Through that long walk I parked a while and in a stroke of luck two souls met and made a commitment to try something that many have tried but failed! Fall in love!
With life and the experiences I had, i'd like to thank you VANGZ for being a guardian angel, for letting GOD enter my life again, I have slept many days and nights forgetting the very thing that is more important... GOD! Thank you very much!
c ' )

past

When I lost my soul, I became addicted to all scarsity that this world can offer, I am blinded by the things we most love doing...
But like the old cliche says, we learn from our mistakes and though one door closed another window will be opened!
I hope that I will be able to recollect and ressurect my lost soul!
My childhood dreams and my experiences as an ADULT!

From a recent break up, I felt pain and sorrow! Mixed emotions came in... Being insensitive, self centered, BITCHY sometimes! But I am Stronger now! I realized that life itself is a MIRACLE, that in our everyday struggle, no matter how tough it may be, you should stand on your own! That you alone will save you from this cruel and chaotic world! Learn how to fight or be eaten!I will be depending on myself alone! Though I am lost, I can make it! I SHOULD! Another day in the sand... I am walking alone... Thinking I was alone... I was wrong... He was there... And he lift my soul to the path where I should belong! Crossroads will meet, eyes will melt, hearts will pound, flesh will collide... Nobody knows... Until then!

Me Again!!!

Hobbies and Interests:
Sobrang hilig kong pumunta sa Shops/Malls Rockwell, Glorietta, Greenbelt, SM, Robinsons- - LACOSTE, RL, TOPSHOP, POWERBOOKS, CEILO, DIMENSIONE, REGALONG PAMBAHAY, SM Home, Ace Hardware and Handyman, I love beautiful things, COZY and BRIGHT places, gusto ko rin sa MAdilim, I collect DVD's- - Mga foreign films hilig ko, Award winning films too! It gives me peace to watch CNN, Lifestyle Channel, ETC, Arirang TV, WOWOW, MTV, MYX Discovery Channel, National Geographic, Magkakasundo tayo pag GENERAL KNOWLEDGE & Entertainment pag-uusapan natin, Im good in remembering faces, places. I'm too bad in MATH! I love singing and watching movies, loves to eat, FILIPINO, CHINESE, JAPANESE, INDIAN, MEXICAN, KOREAN dishes i don't want to starve, so i eat- - a lot! HAR HAR HAR but I don't want to gain too much weight ! YOU ARE WHAT U EAT!

Favorite Books:
Haven't read one in Years

Favorite Movies:
WINDSTRUCK, My Sassy Girl, Ice Rain, Crazy first Love, Road Movie, Titanic, View from the Top, Never been Kissed, Ever After, 50 First Dates, There's Something about Mary! Family Man & Matchstick Man, American Beauty, A Home at the End of the World, Y tu Mama Tambien, Maria Full of Grace, Bad Education, Feeling Minnesota, Alexander, Phonebooth, DOuBT, LattEr DayS, Scream Trilogy, I know What you did last Summer, The Ring, The Grudge, One Missed Call

Favorite Music:
R&B, POP, BALLAD, and Classical

Favorite TV Shows:
American Idol, Amazing Race, Charmed, CSI, Discovery Travel & Adventure, Fear Factor, F! & ETC

About Me:

One thing you should know about me is... im ME!Everything about me is an open book, most of the time, i say what i want to! but on the other hand, i'm still conservative in saying what i feel, maybe because of the fear that people may not understand you! and just JUDGE you for who they think you are...WHO THE HELL CARES! just kiddin'I'm just ME! you can find me anywhere! If you love travelling, you will often see me serving you HOT TEA, COFFEE or JUICE or just offering you the best inflight service you deserve...But when im not flying! You'll find me somewhere singing my heart out!Sarang-he!
Who I Want to Meet:

SANDARA PARK foReVeR!

My Profile

Gender:
Male
Status:
In a Relationship
Age:
85
Location:
Philippines
Zodiac Sign:
Aries
Hometown:
Sparks, NevaDa & Tayabas, QuEzoN
Occupation:
Flight Steward
Companies:
"Sakay NA! / Asia's Sunniest!
Schools:
LPNHS, UST & DLSU-GSB
Affiliations:
UST Alumnus, STS
Hobbies and Interests:
TrAveLing (work w/ pleasure) & (WiNdoW) SHOPpInG (most of the time) I'm a kind of guy who's not that ordinary! I love fancy things! SHOES CHILL OUT BAGs LOFTS&PADS R&B POP BALLAD CLASSICAL FOREIGN & KoREaN MOVIES&SONGS Surfing the Net CouCH PotATO LaCOstE DKNy Kenneth CoLe NokiA SonY EricSsOn NEt@pIA MTV MYX F! ETC
Favorite Books:
Haven't read one in Years
Favorite Movies:
WINDSTRUCK, My Sassy Girl, Titanic, View from the Top, Never been Kissed, Ever After, 50 First Dates, There's Something about Mary! Family Man & Matchstick Man, American Beauty, A Home at the End of the World, Y tu Mama Tambien, Maria Full of Grace, Bad Education, Feeling Minnesota, Alexander, Phonebooth, DOuBT, LattEr DayS, Scream Trilogy, I know What you did last Summer, The Ring, The Grudge, One Missed Call
Favorite Music:
R&B, POP, BALLAD, and Classical
Favorite TV Shows:
American Idol, Amazing Race, Charmed, CSI, Discovery Travel & Adventure, Fear Factor, F! & ETC
About Me:
The best things in life are free! You bet!I have the opportunity to travel to different places, meet people, balance cultural differences and eat mouth watering dishes, YUMMY! I love my job! Most of the time i'm up, up in the air, around 30,000 feet, when i meet you up there, i'll be your servant, but treat me right or else... I'll make you a cup of tea or coffee that you will never forget, just kidding!An optimistic, funny but mushy character that is ME!Fly'm with you!
Who I Want to Meet:
The good and the not so good peeps...Drew BarrymoreAaliyah (in Heaven!!!)TLCColin FarrelJeon Ji-HyeonCha Tae-hyunSteven SpielbergLeonardo Di CaprioRachel WeizKate WinsletKeanu ReevesSandara Park (Just met her on my DAVAO flight, got her autograph too!)

LOVE FOUND and LOST

Ever hope that love will last forever? I did? I thought that love alone can withstand the pressure of things around us? I was wrong! No matter how hard I try to save my relationship, if it's not meant to last... it will be swept by the sea in an instant. Like a castle in the sand, or thoughts not re-written!

I'm an optimistic person but sometimes I felt useless, hopeless not be able to save the love i found!

I am bothered! I am confused! I am lost!

My Thoughts...

Life is full of surprises! I stand for what I believe in, I never leave my friends and my family! I love Me! I love life and the pain and hapiness it brings to everyone!
I have a new baby...
My new MINI-IPOD! one of the coolest musical gadget ever made!

COMPILATION OF LIFE

I recently bought a mini-ipod from HONG KONG, an innovative musical gadget by APPLE, imagine, you can store one thousand of your most loved and favorite songs and in a sec you can shift from classical to POP, just like your mood!

i hope that someone from this generation will be able to create something like that wherein from day 1, you can compile all your experiences in life, your first cry, first sight, first food, first kiss, first word, first fuck, first of first until the last first... funny and its just a wishful thinking! imagine experiencing again what is faded by time, the days you wanted to forget will be unfolded, your triumphs and failures will flash before your eyes!

but it won't happen, i guess if your catholic, GOD will forbid it, that's why were all unique all things that happened to us will be in our safekeep till the day we had our last breath, and only GOD will be the witness of our adventures!

so be good!

IT SUCKS!

a few seconds ago, i was able to write my toughts, i saved it and ready to publish it, unfortunately, it was not saved! it sucks right! i mean, you put your toughts and emotions in your writing, and then in a blink of an eye, its gone! im not a genius to rewrite what was written, funny, that's life again, you live only once so better yet make the most out of it!

just a thought!

24 is my favorite number...
And below are the 24 things you should know about me!
1. Easy to please and love
2. A cellphone addict
3. An impulsive buyer
4. Sensitive and Insensitive
5. Corny
6. Loving Friend and Partner
7. Loves to Travel
8. Gets bored easily
9. Movie Buff
10. Collects DVD ( Good and Bad... including hard to find stuff! Winks!)
11. Loves Frapuccino
12. Loves HOT SAUCE, CHILI PASTE
13. Loves "Lugaw and Arroz Caldo"
14. Loves to eat at KFC; Chocolates too!
15. Lacoste
16. Including Bench and Human!
17. Seattle's Best Coffee
18. Loves PAL
19. Loves Reality Show
20. Loves Drew Barrymore, Aaliyah, Shannen Doherthy & the Charmed Ones
21. Loves Suspense and Horror
22. Loves the Internet
23. Loves my Family and God
24. Loves Bubut
24 things... that's me!

The Day You First Born

Yesterday, I celebrated another year of my life on my workplace, funny thing about? it's MAUNDY THURSDAY, all the malls were closed including the good restaurants, so i spent my time waiting for me to be upgraded to a flight from 1000H till 1730H, unfortunately, I did not fly! Funny!

What a day! we ate FOOTLONG, CHEESEBURGER, FRENCH FRIES and H20. well i enjoyed it though!

But still, something is bugging my mind! I hope what I am feeling will be cured soon!

Original Sin

Of course i believe that there is HELL, in every good in this world, definetly, to balance everything, there should be evil right? well that's my opinion!

In all our decisions, whether for our earthly desires or our lusts for flesh! we will be responsible for all our actions, we should be ready to take all the consequences that these desire will bring!

And i am paranoid about this...

Do i need help? HELL yes!

I just hope that this will be as simple as i wish!

Coming of Age

Whew, on the 24th of March, i will be turning a year older. And like before i am hoping that i have learned something about life, about my mistakes, about my accomplishments, about my sorrows and joys... about everything!

I'm not sure if i did learn everything, but i know i learned something from those experiences!

I'm still young, definetly young at heart, though we aged every year! gracefully that is! but there are things that can't change at a blink of an eye! I have so many experiences that made 2004 a year to remember, not to regret! I bet if you will know my story! Whew! you will say - - "That person is indeed a strong willed guy!" and I am!

My only wish is that before my age reached the limits of the ROMAN CALENDAR! I'll be able to stand on my own, a well accomplished single yet happy guy! Happy and Fulfilled!

Being Optimistic plays a very important role in my so-called life! It made me stronger to face the world of doubts, fears and anxiety!

Definetly, I will achieve what I dreamth of! I believe! and I know I can be someone!