Sunday, March 18, 2007

Make Me Whole


Darlin' I want you to listen I stayed up all night so I can get this thing right And I don't think there's anything missin' coz a person like you made it easy to do, I've waited for so long To sing to you this song


Coz your eyes are the windows to heaven , Your smile could heal a million souls , Your love completes my existence , You're the other half that makes me whole , You're the only other half that makes me whole , I think the angels are your brothers, They told about me, said "you're just what he needs" And I find myself thanking your mother For giving birth to a saint My spirit flies when I say your name If there's one thing that's true It's that I was born to love you


You make my dreams come true over and over again And I honestly truly believe That you and me are written in the stars I'd live my whole life through Just giving thanks to you
I may be Lost In Translation... But I have you by my side...

Facing Your Fear!

Almost 3 decades will past now and I am still the same old, carefree boy you've known, Honestly, I felt that I haven't change a thing. Why? Because maybe I am afraid of losing the innocence I had... I am afraid that I might turn into a different Me...

But I really did great yesterday, I faced my Fear...

Facing a current problem was a brave move for me... I thought before that being carefree will fix everything, that things will fix by itself... I was wrong! The more I ignore it, the bigger the problem will be... And yes, just yesterday, I faced my fear with humbleness and acceptance!

That for the past 6 months, I have been inconsiderate, insensitive and not-so-me!

I accepted the anger, the blame, the sorrow!

I presented myself, the real me... and I was free!

One Good thing to do is to accept the fact that we need to face our problems, if not by ourselves, through the help of others, Never underestimate the power of prayers, the power of being humble....

For me, Acceptance played a big role in releasing the fear that I have... That I am not perfect, that I will make mistakes and should learn from it...

After that, I felt that the big burden on my back was freed...

And it felt good...

March...This should be my month...

Ilang tulog na lang at muling madadagdagan ng taon ang aking edad...

Minsan ay naiiisip ko na dapat ba akong matakot o dapat akong magdiwang...

Pareho ang aking nararamdaman... Takot at Saya... Takot dahil parang kailan lang ay nakabukas ang mga palad ko para humingi ng baon sa skwela, at ang Mama ko naman ay daghang ngumiti at tumawad na "pwede bang biente na lang muna" ang ibigay niya sa akin... "Opo!" ang sagot ko... Ngunit ngayon, Isa na akong ma-ma...hindi na totoy....

Saya dahil binigyan ako ng pagkakataon na makita ang mundo, maramdamang magmahal, masaktan, magkasakit, magtagumpay at mabigo...

Anuman ang mangyari... masaya ang mabuhay... masayang maramdamang umiikot ang mundo... Dahil dito masusukat ang ating pagkatao... Kung pano natin haharapin ang buhay... Ang bukas...