I Bid Goodbye and Say Hello!

Two days ago, I bid goodbye to the place I was born and raised...I bid goodbye to the good and bad memories, I left my dearest family, friends and my soul and my heart... I thought it will be easy, I am a carefree and risktaker person, and I can take challenges in a heartbeat! I was wrong, the moment I uttered the words Goodbye and see you soon! Tears kept falling! I was really crying... For what? for the memories? for a new place? No! I was in tears because I will be leaving the very place I love... the Philippines and all the good people and memories that honed me to be the person I am today!

12 hours of flying was really a heartache! Being alone was an added burden... But I said to myself this is for our Future... Am I blinded by the opportunites or just a victim of circumstances! I say both!

As I arrived and smell the new breeze, I knew I was far away from home... I felt all emotions... Fear...Excitement... And I still walked with hope and confidence... Not knowing what's in store for me!

But I know God will give me the best!

For now, I will work hard... play hard... pray hard and until the day we see our familly and friends again!

I bid goodbye and say hello to the bright future!

Keepin' It!

Is it really hard to find someone you can depend on... someone you can tell all your fears, your secrets, your dreams and goals, your frustrations and failures?

Me...I am lucky! Very lucky to find someone whome i can call mine! Someone I can build my dreams... Someone I can share my achievements and someone who can comfort me on my falls!

Thank you for the day you came into my life....

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I always see myself as someone who strives to be a better
person, a great person. I always have a vivid view and
direction of what’s for me. A simple guy waiting to
be reborn as a new individual, a person who will be matured
enough to face the reality, the pain and happiness of life.
I am ready to have a fight against the insecurities that
this world bestowed upon every human being. I know i am not
perfect and maybe never will be but i take hold of the
pride I have within me that I will always do well in
everything that I want to achieve in life. I try to live my
life as meaningful as possible beacuse I know that I may
die anytime and not experience the bliss of our so-called
life! I have gone to optimum heights when it comes to
lessons learned from my mistakes... I always wanted to be
someone who will be remembered...I wasn’t born to please
anyone. We were all born to live our lives to the fullest.
We should learn to choose friends wisely, before investing
into them. Love your friend, as you wanted them to love you
back, never ignore their feelings. Thus, never to supress
what you feel inside and express it fully as if it’s your
last day with them. I dont make life complicated cuz life
is complicated enough, I see myself as a very passionate,
optomistic and sometimes insensitive person. I dislike
persons who are egomaniacs and have flashy pretentions. I
enjoy the simple things in life that we tend to ignore. Im
very much aware of the harsh realities of life, but that's
pretty much it, im just aware, Idealistic maybe, but I hope
I have the resources and the stamina to change the world!
I
live by the day, but plans ahead for the future. I know
that I will never stop hoping… that my life and my dreams,
plans and goals will be achieved soon!

Updated ME

On the prime of my life, i still see the child in me! Part of me never upgrown the fantasy of someday, i will find true love, that i will rest my feet from a long and tiring walk find the right person for me... I have walked many roads and definitely most of them are rocky and uninviting... nonetheless the journey made me realized something, that in every walk, we'll meet different souls that will make our heart stronger...
Within me is a character that is strong and weak! Nobody is perfect but with the imperfection within me makes me the strong person i am right now!
I love my family and i will do anything to make them happy, I love life and the mysteries beneath it!
Through that long walk I parked a while and in a stroke of luck two souls met and made a commitment to try something that many have tried but failed! Fall in love!
With life and the experiences I had, i'd like to thank you VANGZ for being a guardian angel, for letting GOD enter my life again, I have slept many days and nights forgetting the very thing that is more important... GOD! Thank you very much!
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When I lost my soul, I became addicted to all scarsity that this world can offer, I am blinded by the things we most love doing...
But like the old cliche says, we learn from our mistakes and though one door closed another window will be opened!
I hope that I will be able to recollect and ressurect my lost soul!
My childhood dreams and my experiences as an ADULT!

From a recent break up, I felt pain and sorrow! Mixed emotions came in... Being insensitive, self centered, BITCHY sometimes! But I am Stronger now! I realized that life itself is a MIRACLE, that in our everyday struggle, no matter how tough it may be, you should stand on your own! That you alone will save you from this cruel and chaotic world! Learn how to fight or be eaten!I will be depending on myself alone! Though I am lost, I can make it! I SHOULD! Another day in the sand... I am walking alone... Thinking I was alone... I was wrong... He was there... And he lift my soul to the path where I should belong! Crossroads will meet, eyes will melt, hearts will pound, flesh will collide... Nobody knows... Until then!