Friday, July 31, 2009

The Narcissist In Me








Actually!
Well its been a lonely Thursday night, all my friends were out, partying, except me! I would have wanted to go but my butt says no.
So while counting the sheeps for me to sleep, I decided to get my brothers dslr and took some shots, of me!
I had fun really, all bad shots and I've chosen some photos that are a little less crap from the rest. LOL
Ciao Ciao De Carabao



Thursday, July 30, 2009

Thoughts About Love


" There just comes a time when it's so clear that
moving on is the best decision. "

Love is a powerful emotion. It brings two different people together and brings hatred and grudge for some when a good relationship turns sour.

Love is Life.

Love is Happiness.

Love is Blind.

Love is Eternal.

Love is Forgiving.

Love is the End.

Love is the Beginning.

Love is Moving On.

Love is Freedom.

We all experience love in various intensity. Most of us gave everything, that when this love meet its end, our heart and mind can't process it quickly, we can't accept it, we are in denial. Because we emptied our hearts already, nothing left for us and gave all to the one we thought will do the same. We felt that we're useless without the other person. But we are not! We maybe incapacitated for a while, but thru hope and diversion, we can manage to survive.

It will take time to heal. The process may be antagonizing but time will heal everything.

I am telling my good and dear friend about this, I can't feel the hurt, but I understand her pain. Love is a never ending search for the right person that will love us back, respect us, protect us, give us strength. The right person will come, it may not be the guy or girl were expecting, but he or she will come, to bring back the colour in our lives, to give us back the smile and the kick...

Sooner or Later. We'll see.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

I Wish My Horoscope Will Come True... Wish!

Love:
Be careful how you handle matters of the heart today. Your focus today should be on practical matters rather than emotional ones.
Career:
Your hard work is paying off, someone at work has noticed your effort and you will be rewarded today.
Health:
Your health is improving, always keep an eye on your diet and exercise.
Wealth:
A promotion or large sum of money may be coming into your possesion soon! You may be able to take that vacation you've been wanting!

Moi Room, Finally!

I wanted to change my room every now and then, I feel that this is my home away from home so might as well make the most out of it. I get my inspiration from UZ, Real living, Ikea, Zen Magazine and more.

All my stuff in the room are from my travels and from the local shops.

I like it and I hope you like it too!

The Day That Was

The day that was...

47 degrees hotter. Off days filled my roster. All my friends were thousands of miles away-- dinner in Paris maybe? "Merienda" in Jollibee! Grrrrrr! Coffee in Milan? while I'm stucked here in the land of unconsiderably filthy rich locals and schools of Pakistanis and Indians.

I decided to make my day productive. Went to uniform store, begged to give me additional stuff, failed! . Ate my favorite Dried Beef Fried rice with Egg or the infamous "Tapsilog short for Tapa, Sinangag and itlog". Though I barely eat rice now, I can't help myself but grind over the pearly, soft, yummy pieces of grain. So another bottle of Green Tea HP assured me that I'll be okay. Bloated and feeling so fat, I needed a break! Window shopping.

Rushed to Marina Mall. Walked. Walked. Walked. I didn't buy anything, fitted many clothes in Zara, visited Louis Vuitton for the nth time, empty handed =( . Envied the locals. But still proud!

Someday, when the sun sets. I will walk with my chin up high again.... Kudos for the high interest from HSBC huhuhu! Hate it!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

The Flight That Was Siam

Flight EY 402. Cabin Manager-Petar. Hot briefing but manageable. Full flight. Delayed aircraft from Jeddah. ET-C no ground airconditioning.Delayed boarding. Passengers irritated. Shouting like they own the plane. No announcement was made regarding airconditioning malfunction on ground. Cabin Senior A-Kon Krub! Vegetable choice sucks, Potato with Tomato sauce!. Arrived Bangkok an hour late. Changed outfit and went directly to Chatuchak with Anna Dom. Amazed with the weekend market. 100 USD budget. Too much people, fashionable and mediocre. Saw some Flip Models and Locals. Ate a lot of Thai food. Satisfied. Bloated. Swept Chatuchak. Found Thai Wall Frame. Happy. =) . Anna was lost. Went to the hotel alone. Tired but Happy. Slept. Ate. Slept. Packed my stuff. Flight back to AUH, EY 407.

Krub Siam!