One More Day...

It was a gloomy yet beautiful day today here in Dubai... One more day and I will turn 3 decades in this lonely planet...Laughs! Just kidding, honey bunny went to work before 7 in the morning, I watched my overated Pinoynovelas- - Now & Forever, Bakekang and Princess Charming, before I was really an avid fan of these shows, but suddendly I realized that they have nothing new to offer to televiewers, it's all the same scripts with new actors! Storylines are just the same, a kid maltreated by her step mom while her stepdad is in a far province, bear the pain, endless tears, then finally finds her biological parents then they will live happily ever after, for Bakekang, her ugly daughter became beautiful, takes her revenge to her mourning yet very strong mother, at the end, everything will be okay, still there are some plots that will make televiewers think, "Hey! In real life I will not do that, or I will be doing this instead!"... In my opinion, scriptwriters are losing the winning formula in writing good and unpredictable stories. Though the actors were great, still everything is predictable... So today, I decided not to watch those program eventhough I really wanted to...

I was on standby from 1600H yesterday till 4 o' clock in the morning today, quiet sleepy but can't sleep anymore, so I ate yougart for breakfast, took a warm bath, cleaned the room, thrown the trash and proceed to the cafe, I am now eating Lay's French cheese chips for lunch, read some emails and opened my friendster account, I am downloading some good songs of U2, The Police and Rollingstones...

I will be going to Sharjah City Centre for some stuff later hehehe!

And tomorrow, It will be my day!

Thank you Lord for all the blessings!

My Wishlist...

2 more days and I will be celebrating my toooooot th birthday! Before it was not a big deal for me to tell my real age but now, I am kinda hesitant to say it out loud... I'll be turning 30, Laughs!

Nahhh! I'm proud to be 30! I don't look like one right? Yes!

2 hours ago, I received a message from our OCC that I will be on standby from 1600H until the next 12 hours, come on! Waiting in vain again... Then an hour passed, and my flying buddy, Vlada, called telling me that it will be ABU DHABI-YEMEN flight... Whew... After 12 days of no flights, I have the 2nd flight but no hazard pay - Sigh!

Anyway, here are my wishlist for my 30th birthday... I'm working hard to get all this!

My Louis Vuitton, A Technomarine Watch, An HP or VAIO Laptop, An Ipod & A Shure Earphone...

So... I really need to work hard... very hard, for my birthday gifts... Whew!

Waiting In Vain

It is really antagonizing not to do anything for 24 hours...for 21 days of no flights...

I am patiently waiting though and blindly watched my mobile for any calls or messages regarding my flight...Unfortunately, minutes passed, hours slept and days gone by...I am still waiting...

Being paid without doing anything is B!#$!#! right? I mean, it's nice to just lay down the couch, watch television, take a bath, sing, eat, eat and kill time but at the same time get paid... But for 21 days and counting and no flights? Come on! I am dead bored... My birthday is coming in 3 days and I need something for myself...But since no flights, no hazard pay... no dollars for dirhams... Sigh!

But counting the blessings that I had for the past years, I would say that I am truly lucky!

For having my Honey, my Family & my Friends, and my Work!

There is nothing like flying! Though honestly, you really need to read books and practice your speech, because it will really make you slow... But If you are witty by birth... No problem Laughs!

Well, like days and weeks... I am still waiting in vain... But Thankful with the blessings....

Bye for now...

Make Me Whole

Darlin' I want you to listen I stayed up all night so I can get this thing right And I don't think there's anything missin' coz a person like you made it easy to do, I've waited for so long To sing to you this song

Coz your eyes are the windows to heaven , Your smile could heal a million souls , Your love completes my existence , You're the other half that makes me whole , You're the only other half that makes me whole , I think the angels are your brothers, They told about me, said "you're just what he needs" And I find myself thanking your mother For giving birth to a saint My spirit flies when I say your name If there's one thing that's true It's that I was born to love you

You make my dreams come true over and over again And I honestly truly believe That you and me are written in the stars I'd live my whole life through Just giving thanks to you

I may be Lost In Translation... But I have you by my side...

Facing Your Fear!

Almost 3 decades will past now and I am still the same old, carefree boy you've known, Honestly, I felt that I haven't change a thing. Why? Because maybe I am afraid of losing the innocence I had... I am afraid that I might turn into a different Me...

But I really did great yesterday, I faced my Fear...

Facing a current problem was a brave move for me... I thought before that being carefree will fix everything, that things will fix by itself... I was wrong! The more I ignore it, the bigger the problem will be... And yes, just yesterday, I faced my fear with humbleness and acceptance!

That for the past 6 months, I have been inconsiderate, insensitive and not-so-me!

I accepted the anger, the blame, the sorrow!

I presented myself, the real me... and I was free!

One Good thing to do is to accept the fact that we need to face our problems, if not by ourselves, through the help of others, Never underestimate the power of prayers, the power of being humble....

For me, Acceptance played a big role in releasing the fear that I have... That I am not perfect, that I will make mistakes and should learn from it...

After that, I felt that the big burden on my back was freed...

And it felt good...

March...This should be my month...

Ilang tulog na lang at muling madadagdagan ng taon ang aking edad...

Minsan ay naiiisip ko na dapat ba akong matakot o dapat akong magdiwang...

Pareho ang aking nararamdaman... Takot at Saya... Takot dahil parang kailan lang ay nakabukas ang mga palad ko para humingi ng baon sa skwela, at ang Mama ko naman ay daghang ngumiti at tumawad na "pwede bang biente na lang muna" ang ibigay niya sa akin... "Opo!" ang sagot ko... Ngunit ngayon, Isa na akong ma-ma...hindi na totoy....

Saya dahil binigyan ako ng pagkakataon na makita ang mundo, maramdamang magmahal, masaktan, magkasakit, magtagumpay at mabigo...

Anuman ang mangyari... masaya ang mabuhay... masayang maramdamang umiikot ang mundo... Dahil dito masusukat ang ating pagkatao... Kung pano natin haharapin ang buhay... Ang bukas...